We’ve done two posts on the phoenix recently. The first was on the Republican win in Congress, the way the party rose from the ashes. The second post was about the numbers of hits we’ve been getting where the search term is phoenix or phoenix picture. Rob even posted a comment asking people who found our blog through this search term to let us know why they were searching for that word. That question still hasn’t been answered, but a couple of days ago, we received a moving comment by Bee, who lost her daughter two
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My daughter, Meghan, was diagnosed in 9/2007 with Diffuse Intrinsic Pontine Glioma, a malignant cancer of the pons of the brainstem. She died about 9 months later 7/2008, in Phoenix, Arizona. She was 13 years old. Since her passing, we have been blessed with MANY synchronicities.
In September 2010, I was in Barnes and Nobles and came across your book “The 7 Secrets of Synchronicity”, and quickly read through some of the events. That same night, I googled your names and was led to this incredible blog. I would have been happy to remain a silent reader, but your “Phoenix” entry electrified me. I have been away a couple of weeks, and just read the “Phoenix” entry late last night, and debated today whether I should write about my “Phoenix” synchros.
On 08/04/2010, the word Phoenix appeared 7 times to me between 9:45am and 1:04 pm. At the seventh appearance, I started to cry because I felt something elusive was being communicated to me.
Phoenix, Arizona is where Meghan died. Phoenix is the bird that symbolizes rebirth from death in many cultural mythologies. I wrote in my personal journal, “OK, I know this is not a coincidence. I’m paying attention. Phoenix. PHOENIX. Just thinking about this word is making me tear up again. God is speaking to my heart. And always Meghan. Birth, Death, Re-birth. Phoenix. THE PHOENIX. It will resonate again, I’m sure.”
The next day, I was at my EFT therapist. I said, “By the way, I wrote in my journal yesterday that the word Phoenix has appeared 7 times to me within 4 hours. I printed it out to show you, but forgot it at home”. He looked at me with a glint in his eyes and said, “My dog is named Phoenix”.
Since then, Phoenix has appeared to me at least once a day in many forms. “Joaquin Phoenix”; banner ads for the “University of Phoenix”; in the form of a movie, “Flight of the Phoenix”; in the form of a newspaper, “Boston Phoenix,” when we were in Marlborough, Massachusetts. However, it will not appear if I purposefully go on the lookout for it.
One day I set out to find it, but it didn’t show up and I finally gave up on it and took my shower. My husband was watching Seinfeld on TV and George Costanza said, “Phoenix”, just as I was getting in bed at 11:58 pm. I said, “Thank you Meghan”, and went to sleep with a smile on my face.
On 10/13/2010, at Camp Esperanza, 33 Chilean miners were carried up from the depths of the earth by a capsule named “Phoenix”. On that same day, I had the honor of being a sponsor to Meghan’s best friend, Christa, as she received the sacrament of confirmation. With my right hand on her right shoulder, I proudly gave the bishop Christa’s confirmation name, Meghan.
On 10/19/2010, we attended the 2nd annual Cristian Rivera Foundation Gala. On the drive into NYC, we passed a New Jersey car advertising “Phoenix Diversified Holdings”. The Gala was very well attended, practically standing room only. John Rivera was happy to see us there, supporting him. Highlight of the night came when John Rivera presented Dr. Mark Souweidane with a check specifically for Pontine Glioma.
And of course, leaving the city, on 34th street, we passed a store, Phoenix Scaffolding …
B
(proud mother of DIPG angel Meghan)
Thank you all for your expressions of sympathy and insightful comments. Although in grief, my synchros bring me tremendous comfort.
Natalie, my heart is with you.
Bee(proud mother of DIPG angel Meghan)
speaking of births – my own was a twisted tortured one which was almost not successful – ie, born "dead" but resuscitated by alternating frigid/hot baths –
my 3rd live birth child [i also had several miscarriages] was one in which she actually has 2 times of birth listed on her birth certificate – first "birth" so complicated that during process had to be pushed "back" [but this was counted as first birth] – and then, birthed totally later with second time listed – determined, i think would be the word here, for both of us! 😉
After I had calmed down, I came to a similar conclusion, Connie.
I was also reminded of the fact that I nearly didn't make it out of the womb,and my two other daughters both had to be resuscitated after being here for only 24 hours. My family is a tough gig. We have free will, maybe they exercised it.
just using this as an easier why to e-mail Mr. Mac…. sorry gang…
Just a suggestion…perhaps the baby's soul spoke to Noah and told him it wanted to go be with its "other mother"? Children are so magnificently open to the Voice of Spirit if we listen and pay attention! Regrading the intensity today, I was taught early on in my spiritual seeking that the individual soul has from conception to approximately one year of age to decide if it wishes to maintain its "blueprint" or make a change. This rings as truth to me. And there are so many many shifts happening at this time, that possibly the incoming souls may be shifting their own plans to accomodate the changes in frequencies. This doesn't, however, lessen the grief or make it more tolerable, but at least it offers a bit of comfort, hopefully.
cj
Natalie – so sorry to hear this. First the miscarriage, now two deaths of little kids. It would be good to know why things are so intense right now.
I wonder how Noah's remark fits into the the bigger picture.
Bee,
I am also so sorry for your loss. Thank you for allowing your story to be shared. I am also a mother of an angel baby whose spirit still touches my life (and my name Debra means "the bee").
These babies are such a phenomenal gift to us as parents. A very wise lady once called these circumstances (of caring for such a child) "a spiritual hothouse".
To the others who posted about their losses today, I am also sorry. I have no idea what is causing things to be so intense right now.
an incredibly beautifully poignant story of the love of a child and her love for you everlasting, here there and yon – beautifully told – and a wonderful message for us all – thank you for sharing – and what a little angel she is!!!
natalie – so very sorry to hear of your little ones – but i know you'll be seeing them again soon, in one form or another, with little messages from each of them –
amazing thing of the phoenix thing going on here, macgregors – totally mind-boggling!
What a beautiful, heart-warming story, tragic yet so filled with love everlasting! And did anyone notice that Bee was on 34th street when she saw another "Phoenix"! I immediately thought of the old classic Christmas movie, "MIRACLE ON 34th STREET". Miracles, indeed. There is nothing that can assuage the pain from the loss of a child, but it's such a comfort when we are given undeniable signs that they continue! To Bee and her family, and Natalie, to you and yours, my deepest empathies…..cj
My heart goes out to Bee, so very moving. When our daughter died we saw white feathers everywhere – and still do at times. Communication comes in many ways.
We actually had two baby deaths in the family today. My step brother's 7 week old son died from cot death as well as my baby brother's little daughter.Such a shock, even though I KNOW it is all good for them.
My son, Noah said that he wanted to go home to his other home far,far, away to be with his other mummy. I asked him what was she like and he said "A nice lady like you mummy, except with blue eyes."
We didn't discuss the babies' deaths in front of the littles today.?????
WHAT IS GOING ON?????
So sorry for the loss of your daughter, Bee.
I was drawn to this post because of the photo of the phoenix, very moving with the flames shooting all around.
Sorry to hear about your niece,Nat.
I'm probably pointing out the obvious here,but Phoenix is the capital of the U.S. state of Arizona.
So,if they were to have another daughter at a later date maybe the name "Phoenix Arizona Rose" would be appropriate under the circumstances.
Also another sync just happened after I posted the above comment about "Phoenix Scaffolding".
I went back to this site;
https://us.penguingroup.com/static/pages/publishersoffice/screeningroom/0909/tarchertalks/2012.html#vmix_media_id=6102577
to finish watching the 3rd part of Daniel Pinchbeck's interview about his new book on 2012,and at around the 2 minute mark he mentions scaffolding in relation to building "new structures that will be like scaffolding for a new society"
I'm in the middle of reading "Breaking Open the Head" his earlier book about plants/drugs used by shamans such as iboga and ayahuasca.It's a great book even if you're not into drugs (I can't stand vomiting,so I won't be indulging in either)and is well worth a read.
And a must see YouTube is this one about Iboga;
Part 1 – The hallucinogen Iboga – Altered States of Consciousness.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SA0LD_OrmEE
The trip is like a near-death experience.It's really worth watching if you can stomach Bruce constantly vomiting his lunch up
…but the revelations he gets from the trip are…well…mind blowing.-)
Dear B – so very sorry for your loss. This story gave me goosebumps. Thank you for sharing. You have a sweet angel. I just watched a video on afterlife this week called The Path:Afterlife, and it was very reassuring.
Natalie – So sorry for your loss today.
Oh, Nat, am sorry to hear this. Her name: how intriguing.But I do believe that some souls choose just the gestation.
That is an amazingly beautiful story. I am sorry for your loss, BB.
Today I lost my new niece at 26 weeks gestation. Her name was to be Arizona Rose.
Good one, Daz.
WV =derips the r.i.p.s 🙁
RE :
"Love your take on the scaffolding!"
When I saw the "Phoenix Scaffolding" sync in the above post,I thought what is a synchronicity,if not a form of spiritual scaffolding built around our lives,while work goes on around us?.-)
WV= hyste ???
"Hyste" is a Greek word that means "uterus"…interesting !
Wow! Sorry to hear about your loss. This topic/theme will speak to many people.
Wow, Daz, great insights here. We were so struck by her story – and en email, we talked about the various synchros. I'll have to ask bee if she has a copy of 7 secrets!
Love your take on the scaffolding!
I had only read this story last night when looking at the comments section of the post "What's with the Phoenix?",so shall re-post that comment here:
Hi,B.
Sorry to read about Meghan's passing,but what a wonderful story about all the synchronicities you mentioned above,and I agree with Trish – this story deserves it's own post,not just to honour Meghan (isn't that Trish and Rob's daughter's name – sync 1 .-) ,but to spread hope (Esperanza,Trish's book title,which is mentioned in the above comment about your daughters web-page – sync 2)
to others who are looking for answers after the death of a loved one.
You say "On 08/04/2010, the word Phoenix appeared 7 times"
(The * 7 * Secrets of Synchronicity,the book you just "happened" to run into in the wrong part of the Barns and Noble store…hmmmm – sync 3)
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Trish…I don't want to put you on the spot…but if B doesn't own a copy of "7 Secrets"…maybe you could send her an autographed copy for free.
(If not I'll gladly foot the bill)
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You say "I proudly gave the bishop Christa's Confirmation name, Meghan" (Christa is the female variation of Christ,who rose again from the dead {like the phoenix from the ashes},just as I'm sure Meghan has – sync 4).
"…on 34th street, we passed a store, Phoenix Scaffolding"
(Scaffolding is a means of support while the main structure is being built…so the phoenix synchs could all be Meghan,or the cosmos,giving you the support signs needed to you and your family as a wink and a code to say "Please don't fret,I still exist and I'm always with you ".